Things I'm Realizing

I'm going to be on another continent in a few weeks.

I'm poor.

I'm not where I need to be...financially, spiritually, mentally, emotionally, physically....

I'm scared I won't get everything I need.

I'm scared I won't get the money I need.

I don't have the faith I need; I have very conditional faith.

I need to fund raise more aggressively.

I need to be more self reliant.

I need to start journaling...because this is a part of my mission experience and one of the lessons from God.

I need to stop worrying.

I need to stop worrying about what other people think about me.

I need to do a lot of things, but my head is absolutely swimming and I can't think of anything else to do except blog...even though I don't have anything worthwhile to say.